A silent moment ♥

Annoucement

2011-02-27T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hello peep

I am shifting to http://soonlilin.blogspot.com/

Relink me pleaseeee? :) and bookmark me, favourite me, whatever me. :p
Sorry for the trouble but I really prefer soonlilin.blogspot.com. :D

And, which layout is better? I need suggestion please? :)

Thank you for your supports, and see you at soonlilin! :D

Interesting Stuff

2011-02-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

An interesting stuff before going further.

I stumbled upon this when I checked my blog's hits thingy. Some people found my blog through this keywords and I couldn't stop laughing. Hahahaha.

Let's see.

1. Lilin mummy picture. So, who the hell wanna stalk me or my mum? hahahaha! I didnt know my mum was so popular. And I try google the phrase, but it didnt lead me to my blog. So, errr, the one who trying to search for my mum's pict, how do you manage to find my blog hmmm? hahaha.

2.Jin Fay. HAHAHAHA. I don't know why this result will appear and the first thing on my mind is - Tan Jin Fay, you must be the one who searched for it! hahahahaha! You always said you always read my blog, and uhmmm, please tell me if it's you. hahaha. I tried Google it and the hell, it really lead me to my own blog! =.=

3. I want a lady who need a husband. WTH? HAHAHAHAHAHA. And don't tell me the result is Soon Li Lin? and that's why you were here, stranger? hahahaha! This is the most hilarious thing and I couldn't stop laughing. So I sound like a lady who need a husband? Desperate lady? wth? and hmmm, I really need a husband actually, but there's only place for one. :)

And I realised I got readers from quite alot of countries, but India and Philippines suprised me most. Hahaha. I don't remember I got friends from these two places though. hahaha.

So hello everyone that read my blog, no matter where you are from, who you are, and what ya searching for, thank you for reading. I wont call myself a blogger because I didnt make blogging as my habit, I just blog whatever I want here. With my own emotions, own thoughts, own stuff , own language,and maybe some lousy English. hahaha. But, you all gave me motivation to blog. Thank you. :)

I am currently in love with Red now. :D

A Sneak Peak

2011-02-23T10:16:00.000-08:00

I got so many undue posts to deal with. Which one shall I start first? Hahaha.

New Year, Bear 21st Birthday, Valentines, Air Panas waterfall trip, 32th Monthsary, Muar Trip, Genting trip and bla. (can i just squueze every thing in one post? =.=)

I am currently enjoying my holidays after dreadful finals. Shop around, play around, hoop around, sing around eat around, watch around are basically what I've been doing these days. Hahaha. I am enjoying this easy buzzy days to the fullest before the results are out. :(

Anyway, allow me to ignore my blog for a lil time, and I am currently constructing my new blog! hahahaha! Don't ask me why, because I just registered a blog with very awesome name. hehe! Shall reveal it soon. hohoho. So, a little sneak peak of my past events! :)

Roses-from Equatorial Hotel, Melaka

Polaroid-sponsored by Miss Liaw Eitian

Event- Valentines 2011

Participants- Kent, Wenya, Tian, Er Ge, Mr Lim and Yours truly.

Food- From Bentayan Food Court, Muar

Transport provided by -Soon Li Lin

Event- Food hunting

Participants-Jeff Lim, Er Ge, Mr Lim and his Miss Soon. :p

sorry for blur picture. :p

Event- Food hunting

Participants-Jeff, Kent, Wenya, Mr Lim and Yours truly.

Transport and Driver: Mr Kent

Event: Food hunting and chilling

Participants: Mr Kent, Wenta, Sett Ling, Mr Lim and Me!

Okay nuff, I am lazy to upload photos with the super slow speed now. Zzz. I shall continue it next time. It's time to sleep! Stay tuned for more interesting blog posts. :p

Happy happy sunshine! :)

往事只能回味

2011-02-05T09:12:00.000-08:00

时间很快，很多事情很多人在一眨眼间就变了，有些甚至到我还没有意识到的时候就悄悄变了。

还没来得及享受，就悄悄走了。好像从来都没有出现过一样。
是你们太无情？还是我太多情？哈哈

昨晚睡不着，用了些时间想了很多事情。越在意的似乎越容易失去，是吗？

我的生活虽然很多姿多彩，其实也很充实。我知道我是幸运的，得到失去没有成正比。但是，人嘛，总是会因为失去的人，事，物耿耿于怀。我知道我应该抓住的是现在所拥有的。可是我很难不去想我曾经拥有的。

除了我，谁还记得那些零零碎碎的画面？
谁还记得那些信誓旦旦的承诺？
谁还记得那段嬉笑打闹的曾经？
谁还记得我最害怕孤单？
谁还记得我？

:)

人生说短不短，说长不长，而人生中的过客，来来去去，缘分迂回波折，
谁又记得谁来过？谁下车？谁离开？

我其实很早明了，可是，却又有什么放不下。是什么我也不懂。骨子里的那份情感吗？或许吧。

我知道就算回来了，所有的一切也不是以前一样的了。
你们不会再是那个我认识的人，不会再是那个会因为我的情绪而影响自己情绪的人。
不会再是可以称兄道弟的兄弟姐妹。你的不闻不问，我心领了。

我应该珍惜，握紧我所拥有的。

我不会再随便相信承诺，因为它不止一次的伤害了我。 :)

我还是那个会笑的阳光，我相信阳光足以帮我抵挡，让其他人看不清我的悲伤。

♥

2011-01-31T01:38:00.000-08:00

Simplest words and thoughts could brighten up one's day. :)

Just like this,

Thank you Theng Ying. :) You just made my day better. And I am looking forward to hangout with you soon. :D

Struck down by fever yesterday. Zzz. Bear is not here to take my temperature every 2 hours, fed me panadol every 6 hours, fed me water and 100 plus every 4 hours, buy me food, and bla bla bla like last time. That's why I recover so slow. Hahaha.

Anywayyy, I am feeling better now. :) Thank you for all the concerns peeps! I am grateful.

Loves,
Sunshine.

:)

2011-01-28T06:24:00.000-08:00

不知道应该怎样解释清楚，或许说我很幸运。
和菩萨们很有缘。

有些人也许不懂，有些事情很难解释清楚，包括这件。

那段时间很流行鬼故事，我也有很多鬼故事和大家说。不过，在我身上最恐怖的故事只有一句话。那时候大家常说谁谁谁的故事很恐怖，可我的故事一句话就让在场的人脸色全变。

“我身上现在就有一只”

这个就是我的故事。

她是个可怜的女孩，被强奸后自杀。而我是和她有缘的女孩，和她长得很像。帮朋友搬家她看到了我，看到我身上有灵气的地方。就跟着我了。后来干妈发现了，和她沟通好，答应把她送到普贤菩萨那里。然后，她就从那个每次kacau我的人，变成保护我的人。

ps：我干妈不是通灵人。她是谁？有缘的话，你就会懂。

我可以和她沟通。她无数次的帮助过我。我知道。
她很感激我。她离开的时候，我舍不得。不过我相信她会很好很好的和菩萨一起。我坚信。

去了一趟普贤菩萨的道场，经历过我人生从来没有经历过而且告诉任何人谁都不会相信的事情，然后又机缘巧合和XX聊起了佛法。

我开始了解了好多事情。

发生在我周围都是些很奇怪的事情，都是些很神秘的事情。除非你亲眼看过，不然你肯定不信。

很少人知道我有时候可以感应到好朋友的存在。除了少数。

后来我慢慢可以感应到更多的事情。（是啦，包括出号码。 =.=，好几次无意间讲的号码竟然开。Zzz.）也终于明白为什么以前我算的塔罗牌为什么每次这么准。

我很感激我有这样的能力。

然后静坐的时候慢慢悟出了很多的道理。慢慢可以感受到庙里的菩萨们，感受到那股发自内心的愿望。也和XX分享和交换很多的事情。XX和我一样，不过会慧根更高，很多事情都是他帮我点破。XX的际遇比我更精采，他的修炼更高。

这些所有事情都是个缘吧！

虽然很早就皈依了，可其实，真正悟的时候还没到。现在只是过程而已，我知道。

自从了解为什么菩萨会告诉我们他也爱我们的时候，
我有重生的感觉。阿弥陀佛。

菩萨，我也会努力。

空。

Ouucch

2011-01-20T17:44:00.000-08:00

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Whatever will be? I am waiting. :)

You are welcome, to leave my world. Bye Bye.

Recap!

2011-01-19T00:47:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the hiatus, I've been MIA for a little while. :p Time for some recap on what I've been doing all these while. :)

Joined Primary School Learning Camp and played with little kids. :) They are a bunch of joyful bunnies that could never stop moving. Haha. There was a session where they need to draw Christmas card for their parents. Then while they were drawing. Terry and me joined in the fun as well. Hahaha.

I drew one for him and he drew one for me.

Spot the santa cow? :p

And I dropped some loves to few people. If you received it, it means you are important to me. heh!

We celebrated another 21st together. It's a long journey but none of us wanted to quit. Because both of us know what is at the end of the journey. Thank you, Baby. For always being so supportive, so gentle, so good in everything. ILY.

House moving day. KS and his housemates shifted to next row of my house. And now, our physical distance is just 5 steps. LOL. 5 steps to reach his house and 5 steps from his house to mine. hahaha. And We stimulate the potential of Myvi. LOL.

Had the longest waiting period to present. Mooting 2. =/

Waited for 13 hours for my turn to present. Zzz. And I have to entertain myself with, camwhore. Hahaha！

We are all lawyers- to be. :)

Went to San Steamboat located at Dataran Pahlawan. Err, tomyam was way too spicy but qing tang was errr, not nice? :p But the BBQ part was awesome. hahaha. Food was okay but the drinks were expensive. They don't provide free flow of drinks like what Seoul Garden has.

Mummy is counting her Xmas present. RM XXXX cash from Daddy. :) She is a lucky woman to blesses with 3 cute and good kids and one loving husband. I want a husband like Daddy too!

Celebrated Xinzi's birthday too! Woman, thank you for the concern when i needed it the most. Thank you for being so understanding and to share the emo moments with me. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend of mine. :) I love you.

Celebrated Jeff's birthday. Hahaha. It's time for revenge. A very easy going guy that has gentle personality. Hi, I am glad to know you. :)

Introducing KS's better half. Hahaha. Mr. Kent. Another funny and hyperactive guy that fun to be with. Always up with so many lame jokes and he and KS made perfect couple I think. :p They even got the same last name. LOL. And the girl on the right is Wenya, a very gentle girl that always bullied by the guys. Hahaha.

Celebrated my new year eve with a very special way with bunch of lovelies. :)

Steamboat at New Lim Kee before heading to seaside.

And we actually did super stupid thing at seaside. Guessing games. LOLOLOL.

I forgot who started the game but at the end all of us enjoyed ourselves to the fullest.

A good start for a better 2011!

Had my first Polaroid with Qian. Time flies, so much things and people changes but I am glad we didn't. You're still the girl that always protect me with your own way. I couldn't ask for more. We've been through so much and I know you are my sister from another mother and my best friends from another father from God.

♥

He needs no intro. ♥

Went to Cyber to attend CNYE Banquet. :)

Something never change. :) I still love 4 of us.

♥

13th High Com with missing EVP.

13th and 14th High Committee.

Shopping day! Shopped alot alot alot. Bought super alot alot alot. Hahaha. Chinese New Year is a good excuse to shop. :p

From top: Kent, Jeff

Middle: Wenya

Bottom: Kok Siong and Yours truly.

I really enjoyed the time spent with them. :)

Camwhoring with Iphone front camera. :D

And then went to Aunty Lulu. Our all time favourite. :)

Me and Qian got selected to present on Micors Cafe Gathering at Discovery Cafe. :)

And these two lovelies came to support us. :)

And 4 of us went for chillax session at Wings Cafe after that. Girls' night out. I like.

♥

My another sister form another mother and father. :D

I love you too Chaby, as always.

And get invited by Ah Yang to performed on his 21st birthday party.

Reserved seat for the singers and guitarists! :D

Happy 21st Ah Yang. :)

Get to know more friends through this. Refer to my previous post. :p

Ciko-ciko sekalian, when our next meeting shall be? I can't wait to laugh till my jaw is drop. Hahaha.

Had steamboat and BBQ session at KS new house. Food was ALOT.

As usual, laughters and alot of silly moments. :)

Okay, that's all. Thank you for reading. :D Hahaha.

I want to be happy.

Happy Sunshine!

2011-01-17T12:58:00.000-08:00

It's 4:39 am now, and I am here to blog. Lol.

Just had Yang's celebration at Mori Cafe, He actually booked half of the cafe to celebrate his 21st, but at the end whole Mori were our people. hahaha. And I was lucky to get invited as a performer, to sing, with bunch of friends. Haha. And I made bunch of new friendsss! :D They are really fun to be with. :)

Dearest Qian, Yu Zhou Sister, KKM Dai Lou, errr, these are old friends. hahaha. And then Felix, Bao Qing, Jye Wei and Ben. :p And after the performance, all of us went to Mcd. It was supposed to be a supper session, but at the end turned out to be a "blow water" session. We chatted from 12 am to 3:30 am, non stop. Hahahaha.

Topics covered? Err, a very wide range. From movies to silly stories, from ghost stories to funeral (wth?), from secondary old tales to undang undang and bla bla bla bla bla. I couldn't name it all but what i remember is we laugh, alot and non stop. hahaha.

It's amazing. :)

I am happy because I got new friends. And they are bunch of happy sunshines. You just couldn't stop laughing when you be with them.
:)

I want to blog about this because I want to remind myself of happy things. :) I want to learn to be better, happier and I want my life to be more colorful. I want to note down all the happy moments, to remind me that I can always be happy. :) Lalala.

Thank you God, Sunshine is Happy today. :)

你有回来过吗？

2011-01-15T10:30:00.000-08:00

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口

你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

It's not about love, my relationship is super stable, Lol.

It's a ship., a ship that sank.

你看懂了吗？

Start of something new.

2010-12-30T12:43:00.000-08:00

It's been two weeks since my last post, and it's 31st today. :)

It's the end of something, and it's the pit start of something as well. My 2010 was okay I supposed? Go through ups and downs, and i think that's all life's about. :) Browsed back to all the previous posts and see what I've done for my 2010. Uhm, It's a lost, found and gain game. Haha.

Perhaps the greatest thing of all is that I learnt to be a little bit stronger? :)

There were someone that left my life, even though they said they won't. There were people that broke their promises, even though they said they wont. There were people that broke my heart, even though they said they would never do that before.

BUT

There are people that stay still with me, no matter how things changed. There are people that never break my heart and the promises. There are people who never forget about me. There are people that made me shine. There are people that make my life a better one.

For all of you, no matter who you are, those who came, those who left, those who stay, and those who coming. I appreciate the presence of you in my life. :)

I will shine through my 2011.
I promise.

Hello Yello Pillooo!

2010-12-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

Miao. I am not dead, yet. Hahaha. Sorry for being MIA. I got too much things to do at the moment. :(

Pictures tell the stories. :)

Attended Cousin's Wedding at Equatorial.

19/11/2010

Cute celebrity couples. :)

Backstage. (same like Law Night punya =.=)

Starbucks addict. :D

Spot this lovely note at Uncle Aunty's cafe. :D

Great companion 1

Great Companion 2

Mid Term seasons. :(

The Sqaure 3. :D

Errrrrrrrr, I am sorry dear, i love you. :p

Random food hunting at Seoul Garden. hahaha!

WORST movie of the yearrrrr! :/

and hey, another 21st spent together. ily. ♥

1. Went for audition yesterday, lol. It's been ages that I really sing. I mean to perform on stage. Haha. I did it okay i think? :p

2. Christmas is coming. And this will probably be the first Xmas that I didn't manage to spend with someone that I've been spending Xmas with since my uni life. But, nothing ever changes. :) I still love you no matter how, what , why , where and when. hahaha!

3. Daddy got me a new lappy! :) My previous one was errr, terribly teruk. Hahaha. Thank you Daddy. :)

4. Visiting Taiwan on April, Bali on June and Japan on July. Hehehehehe! So, siapa mau souvenir please register with me kay. heh!

5. Daddy: "Nissan March or Toyota Swift?" :/ uhhmmm. I prefer Jazz. :( Been driving Jazz to campus for some time and no one recognize me. Hahaha! Because everyone is still looking for little yellow to look for me. Miao! :D

6. It's the season of memories. :)

You break your promise, i will break mine as well.

And your heart.

You break it and I stop it.

2010-11-26T10:53:00.000-08:00

Thank you for teaching me that promises are meant to be broken.
:)

It will never be the same. You just taught me that you are just the same. :)
I dislike the fact that when you promised me and at the end I was to know by others and others were like" omg, huh? you don't know ah? the whole world knows."
Don't tell me that you got no chance to talk to me. BULLSHIT.

Bye.

Hello,

2010-11-18T07:44:00.000-08:00

Yes people, you can read my blog again. Lol.

Closed down for maintenance for a while and now i am back to blog again. :)

So, hi, my name is Li Lin, nice to meet you.

记住

2010-11-14T23:41:00.001-08:00

记住

不是所有人都是真心

所以、不要那么轻易的就去相信

记住

不是所有人值得你付出

所以、不要那么傻的就去给予

记住

不是所有人都会背叛

所以、不要那么狠的断绝该有的情

记住

不是眼泪就可以挽回失去的

所以、不要轻易就流下你的珍珠

记住

不是乞求就可以得到

所以、不要那么没尊严的活着

记住

不是伤心就一定要哭泣

所以、不要那么吝啬你的微笑

记住

不是善良就可以受到庇佑

所以、不要那么轻易的就心软

记住

不是你认为可以给予就给予的

所以、不要那么轻易许下承诺

记住

不是所有表情都要写在脸上

所以、不要那么轻易的泄露你的想法

记住

不是所有说爱你的人都爱你

所以、不要轻易付出你的爱

记住

不是所有说不爱你都不爱你

所以、不要残忍的去伤害她们

记住

不是每个地方都有个倩

所以、不要那么地不珍惜自己

记住

不是任何人都理解你

所以、不要固执的以为谁对谁错

记住

不是你做的不够好

所以、不要悲悯的以为自己一事无成

记住

不是说你不好的人都恨你

所以、不要沮丧的认为自己很讨人厌

记住

不是她们认为做错了就错了

所以、不要轻易动摇自己的信心

记住

不是只有你一个人在努力

所以、不要轻易的就放弃

记住

不是爱你的只有你自己

所以、不要以为她们抛弃了你

记住

你有这么多的理由可以坚强、可以微笑

所以，请努力的微笑着生活下去

记住

你不是一个人.........

我是不是发现的太迟了？

Muhibbah Dinner 2010

2010-11-12T10:29:00.000-08:00

Attended Muhibbah Dinner with the committee. Food was errr, below average but people are awesome which made everything better. :) And the dress code is traditional costume, so all of us spent some time in our costume. Heh!

Before dinner starts, all of us were hungry and what we actually did is wait for the time to start eating. :p

and here, proudly present to you the 14 High Com of CLS. :)

Lun from China.

Miss Ten from Malaysia.

Terry from Arab.

(without his monkey. :p)

Mu Rong from Malaysia. :)

Ah Liang, the magic lamp seller.

Chun Li from China.

Errr, terrorist from......?

Dato Ng.

Yours truly. :)

Mei Hui from Malaysia

and Mian Mian!

Our president didnt join the fun because he wore tuxedo, so i shall say he represents Europe country. Hahaha!

One Malaysia, One Nation, One World.

okay, i created that. haha. :p

and, camwhore timeeeeee!

Mr. Suan Gan. Hahahaha.

Lucky table 31

14 HC - the superb boys. But too bad, Kai Jun didnt manage to join us. :(

14 HC- the superb-er girls . Self proclaimed CLS prettiest 6. HAHAHAHA!

Mu rong and meeeee. :)

And Jack, whom being announced as the best costume of the night. :)

I got good skills! as you can see. Heh!

Without funny picts are not Soon Li Lin's style, so here we are. :p

And finally, a(almost) complete pict of 14 HC with Mr. Nizam, STAD Assistant Manager. :)

Headed to GOGO KTV after that for another crazy session and Kai Jun joined the row, which err, i was kinda reluctant to update bout that. hahaha! What i can tell is that all of us went wild that day.

Although i am not at my clearest, but I could still feel the pain inside me. I can barely know what's going on, I know what I've been thinking, Why I am crying and who lent me their shoulders and give me a warm hug and assured me that he/ they will be there. Thank you so much, you.

You're wonderful, like always. Thank you, for being such a wonderful companion of mine. Words can no longer as express how glad i am but I hope you know how much I love you. hahaha. thank you bro. :)

and dear bf, sorry if i made you worry. I know it was you who accompany me that night, that's why i hold your hand. :) I wont forget the warmness of your hand and the familiar feelings that I could only found it on you. ♥

I feel super lucky to have such lovely people around me. Old sky ah gong adore me much I supposed, that's why I've got the best brother, best boyfriend and best dad in the world. I think i've got the whole world. :)

Nothing get passed me.

I will shine, more.

and finally, favourite pict of the day.

4 Beauties we name it. :)

ps: good luck for my MUET tomorrow. :)

New skin!

2010-11-09T14:20:00.000-08:00

Yeah! I changed my blogskin. :)

Please tell me which one u prefer? The previous one or this one. heh. Your comments and votes are much appreciated. :))

It's time for bed.

Good night world. ♥

updates

2010-11-04T02:42:00.000-07:00

What I've been doing lately?

1. Journey to the South 2

Singaporeeeee!

Went to Singapore with some dearies.

Meet up with Dearest Jin Fay
oyc ffked me. grrrrr.

2. Tenji Japanese Buffet with SPG.

yumm yumm!

Jogoya, you're next!

3. Seoul Garden with sistas

Actually that was before exam and i didn't manage to update bout it. hahaha!

4. Celebrated another 21st with him.

2 years, 4 months and still counting. ily.

5. CLS Family Day was over and though all of us were tired, but the fun they got has brighten up our days. :)

And that was my first time joining a basketball match. hahaha, if every match has the rules like that day, i guess guys will just quit the game. HAHAHA!

6. Watched Takers.

and I think i should quit studying and become a robber. LOL.

Jay Hernandez and Paul Walker are my man! :D

6. CNYE camp is tomorrow and will be entering with some CNYE 12 lovelies. :) Couldn't wait to see them again. Probably the last camp we go together. :)

And please pray that the detective games turn out well. :)

7. Went karaoke with them too.

From left, Xinzi, me, chingsia and xiao wei. :)

and duh, i miss my long hair. :(

sunshine signing off. :)

Short quickie

2010-10-18T12:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I cant make blogging as my habit. Hahaha.

Sem 2 started today. Like usual, excited to meet up with my sisters and the moment we enjoyed the most - gossiping. Hahaha. That's basically what girls do i supposed. :p

Busy life started. Gonna be a really busy trimester. So much events coming and i am not sure whether I am really ready or not. Big sigh. :/ But once i met my teammate, i felt energetic again, in a sense that they boost me up. It's amazing that a simply chit chat and gossip session would made me feel stronger.

So,
Hello Gamma Second Sem,
Hello Chinese Language Society,
Hello Events
Hello sisters, brothers and friends.
I am so gonna shine, again. :)

ps: should i change my blog address? thinking to use my name as my blog address. Suggestion? :)

Journey to the South

2010-10-10T12:16:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps, :)

I had an enjoyable week with bunch of lovelies. :)

Mr B- Mr. Boyfriend, Baby, Bear or anything you like.

Wendy, Er Ge and Tian.

And if you want to know what we did during these few days.

Tzeng zeng! :D Eat, eat and eattttttttttt.

The 4 days journey was filled with food. And the thing is that I don't have the courage to stand on the weighing machine. The figure might freak me out. Sigh. :(

We went back by bus and we made good use of our leisure time.

Chor dai di! :D

after had delicious chicken rice balls at Melaka, we head to Jb. My dad brought all of us to the famous dim sum and thank you daddy, for treating us. :)))

and gah, i forgot to took the pict of the dim sum. :(

They served best prawn dumplings, siu mai and paos!

I definitely got Qian and Veewan to agree with me on this statement. :D

Planning to go to some board games cafe for some chillax moments, but lady luck was not with us, all fully book. :( Then plan changed, we went to U- Dessert for nice food, again. Hahaha.

They served really good desserts. :) Mango Sago Ice, Mango pancake, Mango something something. Hahaha.

Abit pricey though. Haha. As usual, we chit-chat alot, play alot, laugh alot.

I dont know why we got so much to laugh actually. Hahaha.

And some midnight delivery for wa tan hor after playing games. :)

Day 2

Head to City Square and I brought them to Summer for Japanese Rice Burger, nyam nyam.

My another all time favorite.

Should really try their fish burger.

And snow ice!

Arcade.

And Lim Kok Siong did the silliest stuff on earth. I didnt know he could be that hilarious until today and i guess mixing with Er Ge drives him even more crazy.

Both of them walked like a cacat in City Square. =.=

He purposely walk like a cacat and i feel so pai seh then i started to run, he chased (in cacat position )and shouted"ehh, you all wait for me la, dont like that.“

All the people around were looking at us, as if we really dumped him.

=.=

Can anyone please find a hole for me to jump in?

And after that, We went for Japanese Buffet! :D

Bro and sis joined us this time.

Sashimi, takoyakis, mini octopus,sliced abalone, shabu shabu and bla bla bla.

Okay, can you feel my fat now? =.=

I never knew eating can create so much of laughters till i met them.

Hahahaha, the 3 guys really made our day.

"Give me err, 30 sets abalone"

HHAHAHAAHAHA!

Went to Danga Bay after that, crazy cycling session. :D

And the guys wasted unknown $$$ to play those stupid games.Hahaha, at last we got a giraffe as token of winning.

Day 3

Feng Ren Guan. :)

Half way playing

"I dont feel like going back"

"then dont go back la"

"really ah"

"really"

And then they stayed for another day. :D

Kuey tiao kia at Taman Pelangi after football session at Mamak. :)

And that's where we started bout how we started, our love stories and bla.

Had some heart to heart talk sessions together and i seriously heart those sessions. :)

It drew us nearer, yes?

Lunch at Seasons' Cafe before sending them to Larkin Bus Station. :)

I really enjoyed myself during these few days, driving around, playing around, chatting around, eating around with these lovely people could really made my day.

So, when is the next time that i can really gather every member of SPG hmm?

should i send invitation letters or upload STAP and wait for 3 working days?

Or I need to come out with a proposal and interview first? :p

And you, yes you. Mr. B.

Thank you for being such a wonderful better half.

Exam week is disaster but the existence of you turned this disaster into a beautiful one.

I am glad I've got you by my side.

ilovespg

and

iloveyou. :)

I

2010-10-05T12:52:00.000-07:00

I realised i can only update blog during midnight. LOL. It's 3:22 am now.

I had been marathon-ing being a tour guide since 1st October and it gonna continue till 8 or 9. Two batches of friends came down to JB, and i am the tour guide. :D

Free tour guide, free transportation and free accommodation. Hahahaha, who wanna join, please register yourself at the counter, thank you. :)

If you ask me what's so fun about JB, uhmmm, except for food, then no more. So basically what I did for the days were food hunting and endless chor dai di. LOL. We can play any where, check my Facebook, pictures tell the stories.

And now, i am uploading half of the photos and while waiting, I came to update. Heh. I am going to Singapore tomorrow and meet up with Jin Fay. :))

Too many stuff for me to complete, but why la my holidays are so short. =(

Mummy: " Are you going to have any holiday during March?"
Me: "Err, I think got."
Mummy:"When? Exact dates?"
Me:"I dont know le, why? Want bring me go where? Haha."
Mummy:"I might going to Japan"
Me:"Err, then I think I will be free for the whole month. Hahaha"

So, JAPAN is my next station baby! To my loves, you all can start plan on what you all want me to bring for you all from Japan, errr, make sure it's descent one though. I know what you all thinking, esp you. the fella that stepped into my heart, hahahaha.

Okay, time to sleeeeppppppp. Visit my facebook for photos.

Sunshine signing off

BBQ

2010-10-04T11:36:00.000-07:00

Miaooooooooo. I am here to update some undue posts. :)

We had BBQ on the day I finished my finals. With SPG and my sistas. Words gonna be too extra, pictures said it all. We had lotsa fun that day, chor dai di, texas poker, and every card games that you can think of. Hahaha. Food was awesome too. Thank you our maid- Er Ge and Lim Kok Siong. :D

okay, picturessssssss.

The maids.

Parts of the food. PART.

Wendy in the house.

Satay!

Wendy,are u ok?

The Queens.

All the way from Kedah. :D

Why always so unglam? Hahaha.

Another Gay partner, Bro, beware of your wife. :p

Foodddddd!

Webcam Session with Bro, who already went back to Kedah. LOL.

Look at Qian Qian's expression. Hahaha!

ERRRRRRRR.

Constipation Look. :p

Gambling Session.

Over all, all of us enjoyed ourselves much that day, and the winner of the day for the gambling sessions?

*cough cough*

It's me, SOON LI LIN. :D Call me Empress of Gamble. why not queen? scroll up, the queens are Wendy and Tian. :p

Thank you Er ge and Kok Siong for the preparation, set up and stuff.

Thanks to them, and what i gotta do is just, eat, gossip and gamble. Hahaha. The food was awesome, and you guys were awesome as well. :)

and please Er Ge, don't snatch my boyfriend away! (both of them are becoming more gay and more gay. =.=)

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

2010-09-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

Apple I Phone fever hits the town, no one would deny this i supposed? :p

And I phone 4 has created a new topic among all. Everyone is talking about Iphone 4 and yes, I am in love with IPhone as well. No one could resist its virus I think? So do my Daddy. Miao, He always wanted an I Phone. And thus, I am writing this advertorial, with hope that I could win I Phone 4 from DiGi and yes, i will give it to my lovely daddy as a surprise for him. :)))

Well, i couldn't afford to buy one, you see. Hahaha.

took a photo of my friend's I phone 4.

How lovely it could be if it's mine. :)

And now, Digi currently having new plan for Iphone 4 with some wonderful calling rates, as it always says" always your smarter's choice" They always up to smart plans and packages, and that's why I fell in love with Digi. I never use other network except for Digi. :D

Can you see how much I love Digi? :p

As for I phone , it lets you control everything using just your fingers. Smart design, professional operating system, HD camera and recorder and bla, I could name it more if i am using it. :p

No one could ever resist it. but defeated by it's priceeeeee. Good stuff are expensive, that's why. Its sleek design is a killer. But its price is another murderer.

Lol. And Nuffnang totally made my day by giving an opportunity to all to win an I Phone! Thank you Nuffnang! :)

I Want I Phone 4, so badly. Hahaha.

I am always a loyal customer to Digi, and on 2007, DiGI had given me and my family a best surprise by giving me a Car. Yes, a car. A yellow viva. Still remember 50th Birthday of Malaysia? In celebrating that, Digi has given out 50 yellow vivas to 50 lucky winners and yes, my family was one of the lucky one.

Tada! My Little Yellow (yes, i name it as lil yellow. :p)

and I think i can snap better photos with I Phone 4. Lol.

I am even grateful to DiGi since that. :)

Can you see how much i adore DiGi? :p

I Want I Phone, I love Digi and Thank you Nuffnang!

I phone 4 is mine okay, don't fight with me, i bite!

Roarrrrrr.

Quickie!

2010-09-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

Currently having finals now, Gamma subjects are not easy to deal with. =/ Anyway, managed to finish 3 papers and they treat me well. (hopefully)

Anyway, this is a quickie and now i kindly introduce you my exam's companion. :D

Baskin Robbins! :D

Went there twice a week, one before exam started, and another one after combo papers are over. :p

Famous Amos!

And not forgetting this hot lady, Miss Zi zi that hafal ijma together with me.

Hahahaha.

After the killing papers, one of us suggested for good dinner, and to celebrate mid autumn, we then went for tang Si Fu at AEON for some good dinner. :D

Very 补lo. hahahaha!

and yes, after that, we went Baskin Robbins again, but this time,

It's pink day! :D

ignore my ugly and tired face. I didnt sleep for the whole day. Lol.

okay, that's all.

3 more papers to go and lovely holidays is for me after that! :D

No, i am not crazy, yet. :p

爱情之所以为爱情

2010-09-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

爱情之所以为爱情是用来挥霍。

如果是这样，我想我一定挥霍了你很多很多的东西。

我挥霍了你的宠爱,你的耐性,你的疼爱,你的退让,你的时间,你的眼泪,你的所有所有。

因为生活在一起，我们的频率越来越接近，相似的有时候我们都会怀疑这样的相似度是不是有点恐怖。

谢谢你总是不厌其烦的循循善诱，教我这个，教我那个，念我这个，唠叨我那个。虽然我每次讲你很象爸爸，但是，人家都说女儿是爸爸前世的情人啊。:) 我们只是修的好福分，所以这辈子，再次当了情人。而且啊，我觉得上辈子你一定是常常欺负我，所以这辈子，你完了你，偏偏遇到我这个女人，你大概会被欺负的很惨。哈哈哈哈哈。

我们不是大家眼中的绝配，想当初我们‘在一起的时候令多少人大跌眼镜，哈哈。就连我自己也怀疑。可是，谢谢你，利用时间证明了一切的疑惑。

现在啊，不管这么看，我觉得我们就是很配。

你高，我矮，所以你看，你每次’抱着我的时候都说这样的高度刚刚好。高度，绝配。哈哈哈哈

你笨，我聪明，所以啊，你每次都被我欺负，虽然有时候我还是会被你欺负，那个叫聪明反被聪明误。hahaha!

你脾气超好，我没耐性，所以每次都你让着我，不过有的时候，我也会有让你的时候ok。:p

你不修边幅，我有小洁癖，所以每次看你房间很乱，衣服没褶好我就会忍不住帮你弄整齐，好女人！哈哈哈哈

你数学能力强，我语言能力比较好，所以我们不会因为同样的事情吵架，而且啊，你又可以帮我叫俊荣俐敏数学，每次他们问我我都要想很久很久叻，还被嘲笑。哈哈哈。有你在，一切从简，什么不会“问国雄gor gor"

还有还有，每次家里有什么大小事，你都会帮我处理，好像婆婆大寿啊，你都可以帮我处理很多很多琐碎的小杂事，让我这个大姐的工作轻松容易多。哈哈哈。

你很爱花钱，我很节俭，所以每次都不让你乱买东西，帮你省钱叻。

你喜欢开车，我懒惰开车，所以干脆你开车载我，一举两得，方便多了。哈哈哈

你不帅，可是我比你美，哈哈哈！总不可能你比我美吧？:p 而且是你弟弟讲我leng lui叻。hahahahahahahaha!

呃，其实还有很多很多，举例不完啦，我们也有很多相似的地方啊。

小学，中学，大学都同一所学校。

喜欢看一样的电影’，喜欢吃一样的食物，喜欢一样的文化，喜欢一样的国家。
最重要的是，我们都很喜欢很喜欢对方。:)

其实，想说的是，谢谢你一路来的体谅还有宽容，总是不厌其烦的听我讲那些无聊幼稚的白痴故事。每次被逼听我讲明明就不好笑的冷笑话，每次被我二哥(Eng John Ken）取笑不敢打我，每次当我的司机，载上载下，当我的女佣，帮我扫地，当我的外卖专送员，帮我买这个买那个。还有很多很多。谢谢你。

我越来越喜欢我们越来越接近的频率，连呼吸都快要一样。
我越来越喜欢我们看待事情的看法，虽然有时候你还是比我更成熟。
我越来越喜欢你和我爸爸妈妈相处的方式,感觉很像一家人。
我越来越喜欢我们的相处方式，很像温开水，淡淡的，却很解渴。虽然我们没有轰轰烈烈，可是我更喜欢我们之间很像家人的相处方式。
Daddy Mummy把你也当家人了呢，俊荣俐敏也很喜欢你，外公外婆，阿姨叔叔，舅舅舅母，姨妈姨丈也很喜欢你。看见你可以和他们谈天说笑，耍白痴，我真的很开心。:)

言语已经没有办法表达我的感激了啦。

你不再是我的情人，你是我的亲人。

我爱你。

♥

Happy 27th Monthsary.

Always your sunshine.

hey you,

2010-09-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Dear readers, how are you? :)

I am back from Cheng Du, China. Pretty weather, pretty scenery, friendly people, amazing experience and not-so-nice food. :p

I've got so much to blog about and so many pictures to upload, but then Finals is my top priority now. So, please wait patiently for my posts, which even me myself don't know by when i can update. Hahaha. So, please show your super patience kay. :D

Hey you, I know you said thank you to me. :) I hope you will be fine after leaving, although I might feel loss but i wish you well. You will be best by staying there. Thank you for those days when you're with me.

Okay, done.

off to study, see ya around after 30 September.

Short updates

2010-09-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

I am glad that I've still got SPG's blog for my nonsenses and emos. :)

Letting my mind to run wild now and I will back to blog soon. Grandma's 70th is tomorrow, and I look like a roasted pig now. =.= I just went to Wonderland(again) with bunch of friends.And yeah, I've got lotsa laughters and fun today.:) We were silly enough to entertain ourselves with different types and styles of stupid jokes. Lol. One of the ride(i forgot the name edi) really freaks me out and basically, i shouted my lungs out, my legs went lembik, my tears just flow out. Hahaha. But it was fun though. But the main thing is, i am tanned again. =/ Can SK II gives me fairer skin in errrr 10 hours? =.=

I've been writing too much, I am supposed to sleep now.

Good night earthlings. :)
I hope fate treats me well and yes, i want us back.

smile

2010-08-27T11:19:00.000-07:00

My blog is so dead. =/ Shall update more often.

http://staysilent.blogspot.com/2010_03_01_archive.html
I wanted to go back to this precious moments.

Going out with him tomorrow. Will update later on. heh!
can you text me? i miss you. i meant it.scary team member.

Hellooooooooooo,

2010-08-17T13:20:00.000-07:00

Too little time, too much of things to do. I've been saying that i am busy since centuries ago, and this habit was following me till now. Something is wrong with my time management i supposed. Lol.

Am currently rushing assignments now, 4 assignments, one mid term, 2 presentations to be completed in one week. Not included society's stuff. Okay, that's how busy I am. Hahaha, I don't even have time to date, sorry Mr. Lim, you got a very busy girlfriend. =p

Anyway, I am enjoying my hectic and busy life, though i might grumble, but i know it's part of my life, haha. It's in my blood that i have to be busy. I can't stay calm and still without doing anything. I try imagine my days without society, and errr, by just imagining, i can feel how empty my life would be. So, yeah, i am addicted to this busy life of mine, plus, thanks to the busy, i appreciate doublely when i got time to rest. :)

I've been through a hard week. Problems were happening here and there for me to settle and face through, and for once, i lost my way and my smile that I used to have. Until one day, when i was forced to face all those things that i dont wanna face all these while. It hurts, but at the same time, I learnt to be strong, and I learnt the fact that not everyone and everything were meant to be forgotten. Thank you bros, you all taught me so. I couldn't explain how my feeling was when you all were telling me all those truths. I am finding another doctor. :) And, That was the second time you cried because of me, yes? I promised that it wont happen again. Thank you for the precious brother and sister ships given, thank you for the appreciation, for the precious moments and everything that i couldn't name it out all. I really love you all. It's not easy to give up, it hurts alot, but now, i am glad that i don't need to do that anymore. :) I am grateful. And as promised, i am on my way back, am i?

Mr. Lim, thank you for being by my side all these while, your existence is always my best supports during all those ups and downs. Thank you for putting up with me, thank you for every effort you made, every single day with you, i can feel that the relationships between us is growing stronger and stronger, like what you've told me. Thank you for the assurance when i was feeling insecure. though we might came to disagreements some times, but every disagreement only lead us to understand each other more. And, we will be celebrating our 26th monthsary soon, but the thing that to be happy is, we never fight before. :) Like what i've said, you are my family now, no longer a lover.

Kelvin and Egg,

First of all, Happy Birthday Bro! I am sorry i couldn't make it to celebrate your birthday, but i am 100% sincere. I know life been treating you all bad lately, but i believe, everything has its own way to settle, and i hope things will be settle for you soon. No matter what happened, we will always be siblings. yes? :) I will pray that old sky ah gong loves you more kay.

Till then, i am off to do my assignments.

And yes, i am still the shining Sunshine. ♥

你好不好

2010-08-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

这是篇一时情绪泛滥写的文章。

你好不好？

我真的很想问你，虽然我知道你的答案一定会处处带刺，不过，我真的很想问。以我对你的了解，我知道你还是回来看我的blog,还是会想要知道我怎么样，就像我也想知道一样。

无意间翻过之前的笔记，你的字迹停留在哪里。

看到的时候，我的心抽了下。我突然发现，有些事情再也回不来。

今非昔比。

我很想念肆无忌惮的大笑声

想念幼稚到不行的冷笑话

想念我们常常不谋而合的小动作

想念我们不约而同想吃的食物

想念只有我们自己明白的怪习惯

想念有对方关心的时候

想念疯狂自拍的日子

想念一起读书的时候

想念我们常常发自默契的会心一笑

想念我们一起哼歌

也许，我该把想念换成怀念？

原来时间证明的不只是感情的坚强度，它只让我看见感情脆弱的不堪一击的时候。

曾经几何，我们信誓坦坦的说我们的友情不会变质，

我们曾坚定地说我们会一起解决所有的难题。

承诺原来脆弱的不堪一击。

我很想要有重来的机会。

有太多事情没有办法忘记，有些事情不是因为你不提起，它就不存在。

对不起，曾经因为保护自己不小心伤害你

对不起，曾经因为你伤害我而因此伤害你

对不起，我们都把承诺变成一种伤害。

对不起，我忘记太多事情了。

I once said you're one of the important friends of mine in my uni life, yes? Even till now, I didnt change my answer. I miss you. My scary team partner.

你好不好？

Bye.

2010-08-09T10:09:00.000-07:00

Bullshit.

Meaningless.

I swear It doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

Bye bye, you.

I wish I could turn back. and i will never travel this road again.

你们都一样

You.

2010-07-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

Thank you for what we had, what we are having and what will be having.

I appreciate it much.

Thank you.

Mid term break is over. I don't know what I've been doing for the past one week. Hahaha. I just know that I was sleeping all the time and shhhoooommm, my break is over. This break is a sensibility one, i had lotsa heart to heart sessions with people. :)

I had done enough of soul researching, hahaha. So yeah, I am ready now.

Till then.

ps: I've got so much to blog about, but I got no time. =/

Sunny Monday?

2010-07-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

I am not emo, still laughing and smiling off my days. Just that sometimes, my emotional side took the better of me.

So much to do, but so little of time. I need more time, more, more, more, and more. :/

Anyways, I realised sometimes some unexpected people understand you more than those who used to understand you more.Thank you unexpected people. You all made my day.

I got so much thing to blog about, but the procrastination always made the blog dead half way, lol.

It's 8:29 am right now, and I didnt sleep fot the whole night. Letting my mind running wild and i guess that's another good way in relaxing. At least i feel better now. It's monday, and it is raning now. I guess that is how Monday' blues comes from. :p

*yawnnnnnn.

It's time to sleep. Good ~~night~~ morning people. :)

逃

2010-07-15T15:44:00.000-07:00

我的声音在笑，泪在飙。

梁静茹的听不到，还蛮符合我现在的心情。

感觉好沉重，我感受着前所未有的压力，压得我很紧很紧很紧。

每次太乐观看待事情原来只会把事情往心底推，到最后还是会倾泻而出。器满则倾应该就是这个意思。

原来其实我还没长大，遇到怀疑，挫折，委屈，压力，质疑的时候，我还是会忍不住，我还是会介怀，我还是会在意，我还是会掉眼泪，我还是会想逃避，我还是会一个人躲起来。自欺欺人。

拼了命想解释什么，却解释不了什么，想证明什么，却改变不了什么。

我累了。

很想放肆的大哭一场，谁愿意借我肩膀？

我不是你想象的那么勇敢。

“我过得很不好，很不好，我很不好。”

Rain falls.

2010-07-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

one.two.three.four.five.six.seven.eight.nine...

Why always have to fall before reaching?

Taking 5 steps back.

nine.eight.seven.six.five.

And I shall not move easily anymore.

How hard is it to be tough. I wonder.

Life's great

2010-07-01T21:55:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps,

It's already Week 4, which means assignments and mid terms are on their way coming. And AGM is on 14, which means we are gonna officially installed after 14 July. And wait, 14th HC install on 14 July? Another interesting fact that I just realised seconds ago. Hahaha. Another good sign maybe? Dear God, please watch on us kay, we will be trying our very best. :)

Anyway, what i was trying to say is that I will be busy after this. Hahaha.

And, I seriously got no idea on my Mooting assignment. sigh. Mooting and Mr Jeong, why are you both so hard to understand? lol. Need submit Court Visit report as well. Gah. Can I go badminton court for my court visit? =.=

Okay la, actually nothing much. Just to grumble on my stupid Mooting assignment. Hahaha. And the funny thing is that everyone is complaining bout Mooting on Facebook. Lotsa status on my Facebook wall is about Mooting, I wonder how will Mr Jeong react when he saw all the statuses. Hahahaha.

Baby is coming to MMU. Fyi, I didnt persuade him or interfere in his decision making on uni choice, he chose that himself. Actually quite worry before this, because my time is fully utilized. But then someone advised me the other day and I guess it made everything alright later on. Thank you someone, and your ayamas chicken. Hahahahahahaha! :)

Life's beautiful. :) Everything about it is great. I am blessed.

Can you see how much i love them? :)

Wendy ,I miss you! :)

晴天

2010-06-29T12:23:00.000-07:00

晴天. 下雨天.晴天.下雨天.晴天.下雨天.晴天...

眼泪原来不会因为忍住就没有。

最近心情转换的很快，跟天气有关吧。我可以当天气预报员，哈哈。

表面功夫越来越强，代表我越来越会隐藏，代表，我越来越容易敏感，越来越容易受伤。

女人如果是水做的，我想我应该是海水，不要问我为什么，我就觉得我是海水。哈哈。

给我一天漂亮的心情吧！

我期待大热天。

原来眼泪不是忍住就会没有。

Happy Birthday Chabby!

2010-06-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Chabby!

The moment we surprise you, your facial expression was priceless. Hahaha!

Silly, I am not going to miss your birthday okay. hahaha. Hope that you love what we gave you kay. :)

Thank you for being in part of my life, I couldn't be anymore grateful to have you in my circle.

Thank you for all the understandings that been given. Thank you for everything that we went through together.

I will never forget bout the night we spent in CLC Concourse, we talked and chatted the whole night, about almost everything. Our childhood memories, our funny secondary experiences and etc. I never knew and expect we could be that close, hahaha.

You're always a wonderful friend. Giving without hoping for anything return. Being true to yourself and others all the time, and that's what made you you.

And that's why I love you. Hahaha.

And yesh, say hi to Qian Qian, another woman in my life. :p

Our surprise works! :)

Not to forget bout our Xiao Ci as well, for the "heartless stuff" that she did to make this surprise works better. hahaha!

and yes, everyone in the house! I guess we gave chabby a very memorable birthday, remember it always babe! :)

Welcome to join the 20 teen club. Heh. A year older means a year wiser, don't always trust others easily. You always get hurt by the people that you think you could trust, :p Think for yourself more sometimes, dont always think for others.

Jia you babe. There's still a long way for you to walk on, I wont promise that i will walk with you forever, coz we understand that this word didnt really work actually. Haha. But I promised, i will always walk with you, until the day that you dont need me anymore. :)

I love u, Chaveewan!

Today's a great day.

♥

1,2, and more.

2010-06-20T22:04:00.000-07:00

Just a few words to say,

Happy 2nd year Anniversary. ♥

:)

4,3,2,1 ♥

2010-06-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

I realised MSN Messenger is getting fun. :D

I keep drawing ~~stupid~~ interesting pictures using the function available. Hahahahaha. It's always food. I mean the character of my drawing is always food. Heh! Wait for me. Shall update more later at night. :)

and

I am sick. =( Got flu again. Gahh.

Off to Family Law class. Byeeeeeeee. ♥

I am superb

2010-06-15T11:03:00.000-07:00

Life is always full of ups and downs. Pheww.

One second, you might be on the top of the cloud, next second, you might be falling hard, down to the ground.
Well, Two blows hit on me today. Grr. Hitting me like a bolt out of the blue. And if I were to scold vulga, I would threw a hundreds today.

I look tough, yes? I look alright all the time, yes? I look happy all the time, yes? I am not. Not all the time.

Sometimes little words from your friends, best friends, best-est friends, and whoever it is might just hurt you, without his/her notice. I always knew that, but I couldn't stop not to think about it. It might be a joke, a prank, a bla bla bla, but somehow it hurts me. Uhm, 5 inches deep? Haha. I've been pretending that it's okay, it's fine, it's a joke, it's a stupid word it's a...and i am crying real hard inside.

And just when I think I am stable with that, another shit happened. Totally ruined my mood. It's blowing my top. I almost cry, but I did not. Because I don't like to cry in front of people. If You Seek A.

I know I am not good, but i dont need YOU to tell me how bad I am. So what i am ugly, so what i am fat, so what i am unglam, so what i am loud, i am crazy, i am bla bla bla bla bla? But would you mind if i remind you, it's my life, not yours. Live with it or leave me. I will walk away from your life. Since it's so unglam. You hurt me, but you never know you did. How ironic. But never mind, you will never know, because i will never show.

Iiissshh.

No matter how bad I am to those who think I am bad, but i believe, I am always the best-est in my parents' eyes.

I will walk this over.

"I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today"

Ohhh, Christina Aguilera's song totally rocks.

Another Awesome Day!

2010-06-13T11:24:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps,

I am here again. Hahaha. Waiting for my hair to dry now, and that's why i came to blog. :D

Today is another awesome day for me. :) Went to KL with family. Had my all time favourite-fabulous Dim Sum made by a chef which hired by my cousin in his new shop. The whole table is full of Dim Sumssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! Oh god, how happy can I be? hahahahhaa. But i dont know why i get so forgetful and I actually left my phone in the other car. roarrr. I feel stupid. =/ No superlicious Dim Sums photos. :(

Ate 70 over types of dim sums. hahahahahahahaha! nyam nyam nyammm. Tried on every type dim sum that they had in the shop. The chef they hired is from Federal Hotel of KL. He's really really good in making dim sums. :) And the best thing of all is, it's a treat from my cousins and aunt! :D Miaoooo! They called us up for food testing. Heh heh! How good it can be? :) Finally tried "liu sha bao". Hahaha, Melaka and JB Dim Sum's Restaurant don't have this.

Lunch at a Penang Cuisine restaurant, another awesome meal that I've got. Spring roll, lok bak, Penang Fried Kue Tiow, Chee Cheong Fen, Curry Mee and alot alot more. Thank you Uncle Goh! :)

Awesome! Pampered myself with all delicious food. Thank you daddy and mummy. :) I feel blessed. That's why I love family outings.

After came back went Tong Shui House with SPG. Miaooooo. Had refreshing sea coconut with longan. Nyammmmm. :)

Another happy thing to share is Chen Jie is my godma now. Miaooooooooo! :D For those who are close with me should know about her, and yes, I feel happy. Really really happy.

So much things for me to be happy, that's why i wont frown. And that's what made me the Miss Sunshine. :)

Uhm, I think that's all for today. Gotta go sleep, Criminal Law class at 10 am tomorrow. *yawn

21st is coming.

Yeahhhh!

2010-06-12T09:34:00.001-07:00

Miaooooooooowwwwww~

Yup, it's the sound made by cats. Got addicted to the sound recently, dont know why lol. It's been a while since i last updated, got too many things to be handle with. phewww.

Uni 2nd year started, everything is fine, except that I don't have car on the first week which turned eveything to be a disaster. Hahaha. But now, I got the Yellow Viva given by Digi from a lucky draw from mummy and daddy, and I think it changed everything. :D So yeah peeps, if you spot a yellow , the digi yellow viva wandering around, yes, that's me. :D And the best things of all is that Mummy mentioned might be getting me the new Waja which will be launch on December. Miaooooooooooo! Hahaha, I don't know why i love Waja so much.

The new Waja is a rebadged version of the Mitsubishi Lancer 2.0l. Miaooooooo. Hahahahaha. i feel very happy. Lancer looks really chio wei. *Fingers crossed.* come to me baby! hahaha.

Read reviews on the car and everyone is looking forward to the new Waja, there were news going that not much different will be made to the design. heh! I can't wait anymore!

But then again Dak dak is still my favourite. I still miss him. =/

Hmmm, then, I got compliments from friends that i look thinner(yes, i would take that as a compliment. hahaha), i look prettier(gah, i think they are lying.), I look fresher(wth? it means i looked stale before this? lol ), My head look smaller(oooii, my head very big meh? =.=) and alot more. I think these are positive comments, yes? hahahaha.

And just had an wonderful day out with my cuzzies and siblings. Melaka Wonderland Theme Park! Took some photos, but thennnn, I dont know where i put my cable, wth. Wanted to post up the photos one. =/ But then again, It's a awesome day out with them. And I realised my younger brother becoming man, hahaha! He carried the floater tube the whole day. Hahahaha. And my cousins too. First time realised becoming a girl brings me this advantage. :p Because all of them are taller than me, stronger than me, and uhm, what ever -er than me la. hahahaha.

We got the best gift from the trip as well, SUN BURNT! I look like a Malay now. But the main thing is not getting tanned, I dont really mind. The main thing is that it's painnnnnn! I got duo skin tone now. hahahahaha! Mummy bought masks for all of us after that.But then I think I need more. I feel like dumping myself into a bath tub filled with cold water now. I can still feel the pricking pain on my face, arms and legs. Phewwwwww. Mummy, I think i need SK II. heh! :p

Really tired now. Gotta rest. Off to dream land, see you thereeee. :)

Tanned Sunshine Says Bye Bye. :D

Ps: Yes I'm wearing DiGi Tshirt. :p

Short updates

2010-06-02T12:09:00.000-07:00

Someone complained that I didnt update my blog. Lol.

I wish i have the time to update too, but then there are too many thingssss for me to do, and yeah, the usual procrastination. :p

I'm currently back to Melaka, when everyone else is still enjoying their lovely holidays. Lol. Came back for society's stuff. Training programme for High Committee, took 2 days. Basically from morning until night. Kinda tired but I am enjoying this busy. :D

Dak dak is completely out of my life, and I really really realised how important He is to me. (Yes, it's a he, don't doubt it. :p) Need to trouble others to fetch me around because the distance between campus and home definitely doesnt allow me to walk. Hahaha. And I realised it's really troublesome to ask others to give me a ride. Phewwwwww. Pray hard that i can get my new car asap. :/

Results is releasing tomorrow and yes, I am very nervous. Hahaha. I hope Madam Sik will be kind to all of us, and give us satisfying grades in Contract Law. Lol. It's getting harder and harder to maintain First Class. =.= Pray hard for me people.

And, i got a list long of to-do-things and dates. Hahaha. Need to get myself some sundries. Need to meet up with sistas. Need to get some law books from Kinokuniya, KL. Need to get myself ready for my Uni Second Year. Need to prepare myself in facing all types of challenges. O.o I hope i will be ready soon. :)

Uhm, it's 3:28 am now and I guess i will have to throw myself on bed. =/ Need to wake up at 9 tomorrow. So, till then.

Bye people. And ya, Good Luck! :D

New Lesson,

2010-05-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

Lesson learnt: Small and tiny problem may lead to big problem too.=/

gahhhhhhhh!
I dont want a new or other car. I want my dak dak. =((((((

Thank you for your 2 years service, you did a really good job. Thank you so muchhhhh.

Big Fish Moment With Pizza Hut

2010-05-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

I always love food. :D That's also a major reason why i always fail in my keep fit programme. LOL. I saw this advertisement on Nuffnang that day. And i decided to take part, so, here is my first post in writing an advertisement. But then again, the content is 100% real. Hahaha. Fish King Pizza really taste good.

I seldom take fish, because, uhm, i am lazy to peel you see. :p Daddy is always the one who peel fish for me. So, in another words, i dont take fish when Daddy is not around. hahaha! But this Big Fish pizza drew my attention. Because I dont need to peeellll! :DD

So, dragged my besties along to try this Big Fish Pizza for 2 reasons:

1. Both of them are seafood lover.

2. I am taking part in the Nuffnang Blog Writting Contest! :)

Here i am! Hello Pizza Hut!(yes i know i am short. =.=) :) Fyi, we went to the Pizza hut at First World, Genting, after a series of tiring and exciting thrill games.

The highlights of Pizza Hut now.

Looks good, yes? :)

Affordable and awesome! :D

While waiting for the food to serve. Chaby and meeeeeee!

Pizza Hut provides really good, fast and efficient service, food is served in less than 15 mins although they got alot alot alot of people. :)

Proudly present the awesome fish-partners! The Pepsi, Garlic bread and mushroom soup! :)

I dah tak tahan laaaa. hahahahaha!
and, this is how your garlic bread tastes better. sprinkle cheese powder on it, dip, and eat! couldn't taste anymore better! :D I always did that.

See how Mama and Qian enjoying the cheesy creamy and tasty mushroom soup and cheezy garlic bread.(yes, i named it! :))

And here come the main course of the day- Fish King Pizza! :)))))

The pizza is topped with fish fingers made from specially imported Alaskan Pollock, which is said to be the largest remaining source of palatable fish in the world, Crabsticks, Mozzarella, Cheese roasted capsicums, Yellow onions and juicy pineapple! All on a cool lime mayo sauce base, which made every taste of the pizza not greasy. The taste of lime mayo boost up the taste of the pizza.

How could I not love it? :)

And sometimes the advertisement's picture is far away from the real food served. But this time, the fish finger is not mini sized.

Look closer.
And it had everything it advertised! The capsicums are covered by my cheese powder. :p

And the ultimate love of mine! The Cheeeeeseeeeeeeeeeee. :))))

drooling* :p
Crispy outside, soft, fresh and juicy inside. Fish King Pizza is love! :)))

After 10 mins, when i feel like i want more,

It's empty. =/ All of us are really starving I guess?

Large Fish King Pizza finished in less than 15 mins. Can you see how good it tastes? No? See the crowd yourself.
Everyone is there for Fish King Pizza! :))

It sounds good, looks better, tastes BEST.

If you're a fish lover, don't wait anymore, head to the nearest Pizza Hut and get yourself the superb Fish King Pizza! :)

The advertisement doesn't exaggerate on Big on Fish, Bigger on Value, it's really affordable and worth. Try it yourself. :)And if you are a Maybank card member, enjoy 30% discount on the ala carte Fish King pizza.

and if you are a Nuffnangers, blog about this Fish King Pizza and get yourself a chance to win RM 2000! Visit here for more information. :)

And now, i am hungry after blogging about this post. Fish King Pizza's pictures made me hungry. =/ Off for food.

Bye Bye Wendy

2010-05-22T02:26:00.001-07:00

As you can see, this post is specially for this lovely lady. Wendy. :)

We were in the same committee team during CNYE 12 but i guess we dont interact much that time, i only know you're mama's working committee. And then we start to know each other upon the formation of 13 High Com of CLS. And that's where i get to know your powerful and influential laughters. :p

Though this post is abit late, but still, there are words that i must and have to say. :)

Thank you for being such a wonderful friend. For always lending me your
ears and hands when I need it most. Always listen to my whine,naggings,
complaints and bla. Always give me a pair of helping arm when i needed someone
to grab me. Most importantly, one of the warmest hugs that i ever got in my
life. As i said before, it wins a thousand words said. That's a day that i would
never forget, that's a hug that i would never ever forget. Because it's warmness
reached the bottom of my heart.

It's almost a year 4 of us working together eh? Time's really flying fast. But, i appreciate it alot. Windfall loves, it is. :) Though sometimes there were doubts, obtacles and problems invading, but I guess all these only made us stronger. Thank you loves.

After you left that day, i guess our Da Ge and Er Ge know how much they miss you. :p No more bombastic laughters from you, no more silly actings from you, no more funny actions from you. I guess I will be missing them very soon and very often. And ya, no more understanding eye contact and texting during meeting anymore. :/

I gotta miss you, very very much.

Miss me too kay? And all of us here. :)

Everyone has its road to travel. We might not be on the same path , but I guess, we will meet again, during the intersection of our path. I will wait for youuuuuuuuu. Romantic ehh? :p

Best partner everrrrr. ♥

And ya, to our lovely brothers, you all will be missing her twice more if u see this.

ps: So, this is how our SECs treat our Wendy. :p

Wendyyyyy,

Here's the mission for you:

1. Take care of yourself. Stop eating and biting ice.

2. Miss us moreeeeeeeeeee.

3. Update us often.

4. Share with me when you think you need someone to talk to.(for which i will be doing the same one, too. :p)

5. Earn more moneyyyyyyyyy (and belanja us makan when you're back. :p)

6. Be happierrrrrrr. :D

And and and, to Tian too,

Happy Training Dearests!

Loves.

Home Sweet Home Moments

2010-05-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

Changed a new skin! :))

Currently at home sweet home now. Lying on sofa, watching favourite TV shows and browsing internet at the same time. Nothing can beat this chillax moment. :p But then again, the sad thing is that i am sick. =/ Energyless, fever, sorethroat,diarrhea,cough and running nose. :((
Lost 1 kg in 2 days. But i guess that's not a good way to slim down.

I got 3 2 weeks holidays. I shall plan my holidays wisely. I got a list long to do things.

1. Dye my hairrrrrrrrr! I got permission from both my Lao Das edi. :p so, brown? dark brown? light brown? :)

2. Shop for new clothes! I cleared up my wardrobe, threw almost 80% of my clothes away, so yeah. My wardrobe is empty for new clothes. But but but, $$ is the current problem. =.=

3. Slim downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! No more ~~CUTE~~, No more ~~CHUBBY~~. GRRRR. I don't like being described as cute and chubby. Say it la FAT. =.=There is someone challenge me whether i can slim down or not. So, i shall prove him that i can. Er hem, i know you will be reading this. XP So, Please fulfil this conditional contract when i perform on my obligation kay. :p

4. Read through Gamma subjects. Gamma gotta be a tough sem. Criminal Law, Tort Law, Family Law, Islamic Law, Constitutional Law and Mooting. Gahhh. I hope i can cope with it.

5. Plan for society stuff. Yeah, i got another year more in CLS. Taking back the same post means more challenges i need to face. I will gotta do it best twice, thrice. Will not dissapoint those who trusted me. :)

6. Killed more,more, more and moreeeeeeeeeee Taiwan and Korean Drama Series! I've been so updated with all those drama series. My last watched drama series was Hai Pai Tian Xin. =S hahaha!

7. Hang-outs! :))) Precious holidays, how can i not miss the chance to meet my friends. :p So, siapa mau date saya, be fast. hahahaha. And don't worry, SPG, i didnt forget about our Shogun treat. heh! First come first serve basis.. :p

It's 20 May! So, please say Happy Birthday to Pow Qian Qiannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :)) Will update more later on. :p May everything Best come to you kayyyy. Lovess.

Nuff say, Signing off.

Dont doubt your eye, i am Miss Sunshine again. :)))))))

I hope you're fine.

Dedicated to Tan Wei Lun,

2010-05-14T13:38:00.000-07:00

Tan Wei Lun's 21st! :)

Part 1

It started when I am lazy to go out during night, some one msn me, after long and stupid talks, he managed to convince me out with Mcdonald’s Ice Cream!

And then suddenly he goes again,

SH:lets celebrate birthday for him
SH:go fd one candle
SH:we put it
on ice cream
SH:wakaka
SH:haha
Me: hahahaha
Me:melt edi lo
SH:nv md
SH:special ma
Me:okay lo
SH:u got candle bo?

In 45 mins time, we went to campus searching for candle. Managed to found one at the end, then headed to Ah Lun’s house. Didn’t even let him got to say no, we fetch him to Mcdonalds beside MBO.

And, this is how my smart brother’s smart idea looks like.

Not bad huh? :p Creative enough. Sometimes i really wonder what is in his super not organized yet crazy brain. hahahahaha.

And then, here is the birthday boy with this very special ,errr, ice cream cake. :)

I recorded some videos as well, but, i know if i posted it up, i might get killed. So, Lun, if you want it, take it from me. :p

Part 2

And then, on 10th May that day itself, Welcome the SPG! ♥

When the time is drawing near to 12, all of us ran into Lun's house. yeah, see the word, run. :p

Surprise! :)))))

I guess you must be very happy, yes? :p

3 wishes made. I hope your wishes do come true. :D

Just so you know, SPG's big brother is absent from this superb mission, as he siad he got another mission on. Well, we knew what mission is that, so yeah, i know your spirit is always with us. So, i did this.

Promised me you wont kill me k bro. :p You said you sayang me one worrrr. Your silence is amount to yes. hahaha.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. I think i inherited your creative cells as well. XP

and yeah, i made that redeem voucher myself. All of us were having major tests that time, so, your birthday gift need to be postponed a while. :p But we assure you that it's a big one. :)

So Happy 21st Birthday to Tan Wei Lun!

SPG is love! ♥

Dearest Ah Lun,

Thank you for all the supports , advices, console given all these while. I really really appreciate it. Also, all your understandings and kindness made you a really good brother, and at the same time, i am really really blessed that you always treat me like your real sister. :)

It's almost 2 years we know each other, i wont forget all those silly days we had during the 12th CNYE, all those silly acts you made to cheer me up when i am down. I remembered, every single one. :) Thank you for able to sense my mood when others doesnt seem able to do that sometimes. Thank you for always giving me the strongest support when i needed it most.Thank you for always tolerate with my stupidity, crazy and bla. :p and now, you gotta face my stupidity again in 14 HC. hahahaha.

You're a really really good brother, and a really really good man. Life will treats you well, i am sure about that. Dont hide your feelings sometimes, you will always have my ears to share. Just like how you always be my emotion dustbin. :) I can sensed , too. So, dont tell me you're okay when you're not. Lying cause failing, remember? XP

K la, i talked too much, hahaha. hope this is a very good year for you. Smile more, emo less. And most importantly, Badan Sihat. :p

So, once again, Happy Birthday Bro!

Loves. sunshine is on her way back. :)

Once upon a time,

2010-05-12T08:56:00.000-07:00

One picture speaks a thousand of words.

Short Updates,

2010-05-11T01:06:00.001-07:00

Currently announced i am half merdeka. :p

Finished Contract Law, Legal System and ~~stupid~~ National Dance paper.
The toughest subjects are all over! :)))

Thank you for the notes bro! muahahaha. It helped me alot.
and xiao wei too! the notes for Legal System helped me as well.
:)
You all will pass this final with very good results one. heh!

Left Legal Method and Arabic to deal with. And after that, is where everything FUN started!
Heading to Genting after finals is over. :)
hiak hiak.
I am really excited.

and it's 11 May!.
So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN WEI LUN! :)

i hope our surprise yesterday surprise you, yes?

hahahaha. I celebrated your birthday twice this year. (will update later on both birthday celebrations. XP)
So, hope everything best will come to you k bro!
Remember to keep the very precious voucher carefully. hehehe! I made one. :p

Off to bed! :p

Why?
At the end, we have to walk on different road.

I dont want this, you know?

下一站

2010-04-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

这是堂很宝贵的课。

虚伪，背叛，怀疑。所有人性丑恶的一面。
看透了，看很透很透。
同时也伤我很重很重。

很想一觉醒来什么都没有，什么都只是个梦。
偏偏事实的残酷，我总得面对。

曾经掏心掏肺为你，整个星期睡不好，就只为了帮你。
我真的没有要求什么，我们真的不奢望什么。
至少，不要欺骗。不要背叛。
你怀疑我的第一秒开始，我已经对你死心了。
你知道我有多痛吗？
就跟当初那个利用的道理是一样的。

对你我们真的坦坦荡荡，我们真的真诚真心的对你，
可是，为什么?
为什么你要这样？
你让我觉得很可笑。你让我觉得很讽刺。
当初你所有所有的话，现在听起来很刺耳。

谢谢你让我看透。
你不配当我圈子里面的人。
你不配当我们的兄弟姐妹。
你不配。

再见。
你会是我生命中重要的过客。
我的终点站没有你的位置，你到站了。
那些要伤害我的人，拜托你们自己下车吧。

我会记住这些，可是我会好好的过，
因为我不会也不要让爱我的人难过。

我生命中还有多少个人会下车？
下一站，是谁？

我承受不了了，拜托，不要不要不要再打击我。

MMU Awards 2010

2010-04-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

暂时告一段落了。

MMU Awards 过了，虽然没有得到我一直很想很想得到的。
可是还好，我们的新春继续为我们保住了我们去年的那份荣耀。

全舞的落败我还蛮失望，毕竟我一直抱着希望，他们会是大赢家。

可是偏偏事与愿违，

不过在我心中，大家都是最棒的。

我不想掉眼泪的，警告自己很多次，不准不可以不能。

可是真的忍不住了。

得到了很多很多温暖的拥抱。

谢谢你们。

W，
我哭不是因为没有得奖，而是因为你的了解和鼓励。
你的拥抱很暖很暖，暖到我心里面去了

所以我哭得更凶。

我们都哭得很凶吧，我想里面包含了很多意思。

难过，委屈，伤心，感激，感动，还有很多很多。

我会记住你在我耳边说的话，

我会做到的。

写到这里的时候，我还是很想哭，因为我还是想到那一瞬间的情绪释放。 =.=

谢谢你们，真的。

一路走来有你们的扶持和支持，我想这一切真的足够了。
你们的谅解，理解，了解，足够抵消一切让我难过的人，事，物。

谢谢所有正面的支持。

那是我坚持下去的原动力。:)

对我来说，你们真的是我意外的收获。

明年，我们再来！

I Love SPG

2010-04-22T15:31:00.000-07:00

I got thousands words to say, I got thousands of gratitude to express.

I've learnt.
How ironice things are, how ugly the truth are.
Despite all these, i got all those true friendships and supports by my side.
I know how to spell true, sincere and warm.

Thanks for the precious times we spent together.
Thanks for the piggy back.
Thanks for the tissues.
Thanks for the hug.
Thanks for the console.
Thanks for the trust.
Thanks for the vitagen.
Thanks for the blog post.
Thanks for the approppriate silence.
Thanks for the understanding.
Thanks for the smile.
Thanks for the support.

Thank you SPG, for making all these worth to be remember.

:)

2010-04-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Can you see how excited am i? :p

Happy 22th 21st! :)

梁文音《爱，一直存在》大马签唱会 2010

2010-04-18T13:47:00.000-07:00

我又来了，因为这次有东西非讲不可，太兴奋了。
哈哈哈
我抱到梁文音咯！
muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

我不知道你们可不可以感受到我的兴奋度，可是我真的很开心！
哈哈哈。

梁文音《爱，一直存在》大马宣传之旅的最后一站为多媒体大学马六甲院校。
真的很开心可以这么近距离接触她，还在她面前唱她的歌，很紧张很紧张。=.= （很压力的咯）

不过最后叻，老天爷很眷顾我，也要谢谢台下观众的支持，赢得了那个小小的比赛
换来一个拥抱. 哈哈哈哈哈

从爱的诗篇开始认识她，一直以来都很欣赏她，唱k也一定会唱她的歌。
有机会近距离接触她，还换来一个拥抱很值得！:)
总而言之，我真的很兴奋啦。

听她唱歌真的是一种享受，
余音绕梁，我想他的粉丝后援会名字取得真的很名副其实。
现场和录音没差别。

大概就这样吧。我想这件事情足以让我兴奋上好几天，
哈哈哈哈哈。

最后最后，谢谢给我热烈掌声的你们。 :)
因为你们的掌声和欢呼声我才有机会让我有件事情兴奋这么久。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

ps:大家记得支持梁文音的最新专辑！<爱，一直存在> :)

Moving on

2010-04-17T12:27:00.001-07:00

一句相信.可能，
还有你的一句会一直支持我，我会坚持。
即使有再大的风雨都好，我想，我都撑得过去了。

你选择不了命运，只有命运可以选择你。
走不了一直想走的路，
我会尽量在路途上寻找走下去的理由。
我会学会苦中作乐。
加油，秦俐琳！

I need a hug to and a shoulder. Anyone?

What life is

2010-04-16T10:21:00.000-07:00

Something may not appear to be what it looks like.

Live with it.

Learn

2010-04-14T12:50:00.000-07:00

Waiting for my updates? Thank you for waiting then.
No? ooppss. i will assume you did when you're reading this.
:p

hmmm,March been nice to me, but April is a month that really teach me what life is.
or in other words, i can say April loves me more? haa.

I learn how to trip, fall and learn.
then get up and keep walking.

For certain times, i dont even know who i am, and why all these are happening.
I miss those harm-free life during alpha.
i miss those times when no one try to harm you, when no one want to take advantage of you, no one make use of you, no one friends with you for reasons,no one take you for granted, no one fake with you.
But i know, this is reality of life that i must go through,in fact, maybe all of us will have to go through this.

I am glad that when shits happened, i am not alone.
I still got a bunch of true friends who stand behind me, who always speak out for me.
I call them brothers and sisters.

i wonder if anyone notice, i change the display name on my msn. From the Miss Sunshine that i always proud and happy to be call, to my name, Li Lin.
I wont call myself that again, until one day i feel that i worth to be call like that.
I will wait for that particular day to come, meanwhile, i am going to train myself more. :)

Learn not to cry, learn not to sigh, learn not to hide.
and learn to be able to stand on my own.

Learning is a whole life process. It might take your whole life to really understand what something is or how something would work.
I am ready to learn, even though i might fall harder.

Thank you, to those who hurt me and to those who want to hurt me.
You made me stronger. You made me better, and you made me realised i am not alone.
Thank you, to those who hold me when i am falling.
You made me feel loved. You made me realised life isnt that bad to me.

:)

I am good, dont worry. Just to remind myself all these that i've paid to learn.
So that i wont forget. :)

If life gives me a lemon, i will make sure i turn it into lemonade, or ice lemon tea. :P

and another thing, a hug wins a thousand words said.
to those who read this, give me a hug next time when you see me. :)

i miss scary and baby team.

Them;

2010-04-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

It's semi over.

I have mixed feelings over the retirement.
It's amazing how all of us that are from different place, with different background, study different course end up together, and together we overcomed so many obstacles this year.

Remember the road not taken i wrote one year ago?
The result is I took the one less traveled by, And yeah, that has made all the difference.

I am stronger,
i am better,
i am tougher.

Although there were rains, storms and obstacles along the road,
but i am glad, we've got everyone to standby for each other until the sun shines again.

I got lovely brothers who always be with me during my ups and downs.
I got lovely sisters who always listen to my mumblings and complains.
I got lovely good friends who always joke around and help each other.
I got whole bunch of partners that i couldnt bear to leave.

I am glad i took this road.

Thank you, all of you. :) ♥

untitled

2010-04-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

so much to say, so much to think, so much to do.

So much can't say, so much can't think, so much can't do.

Can i have a break?

It's your turn!

2010-03-29T12:27:00.001-07:00

I wonder what face you're gonna give when you found out those papers on your wall.
:)
cry? hahahaha, i hope we did it.

Happy Birthday in advance baby! :)

ps: the cartoon i draw is much more nicer le? XP

loves

March loves me;

2010-03-24T22:16:00.000-07:00

I am here again. :) for this very special reason and person.
I got my 4th and 5th birthday celebration on 23 that day itself.
my 4th one is the most memorable one that i could ever get.

i got pretty fireworks on my birthdy,
the fireworks that dazzle the whole sky at Ixora,
making everyone surprise of the exist of the fireworks, and yes
FYI, THAT'S FOR ME.
Soon Li Lin and no one else.

If you want to propose with me that day with that, i guess you've got my yes.
:)

Thank you for all your presents, the music box, the t shirt and the mp3.
i know what it means, the music box plays "you light up my life".
:)
i understand how much it meant.

Dont spend so many money next time. i know it's not cheap.
and you know i dont like you to spend too much.
I know you try to express your gratitude and appreciation,
thank you so so so so much.
It's not the fireworks that made me cied, is the hug that i got.
The hug that wins a thousand words.
The hug that i used to have during high school days when i need one.

No need say thank you to me, because you did the same thing before.
When i feel that the world is against me, you gave me a hug, at the corner of the staircase outside your classroom.

Some people are like stars,
although they might not be seen everytime,
but i know they are always there for me.
That's why i say, all of you are my stars.

Go read back my autograph if you want to say thank you again.
i guess i say it pretty clear,we are BFF, yes?

ps: the salesgirl left the receipt and warranty card in the box.

Thank you once again. and for my 5th Birthday celebration,
it's from all CLS old birds.
They made one for all the March Babies and so yeah,
i got my 13th, 14th and 15th wishes of this year.
Thank youuuuuuu. :)
Visit my FB for more photos.

Sunshine's 20th!

2010-03-22T11:18:00.000-07:00

yeahhh! :)

just back from Youth Camp and i finally finished my Mid Term!
Here to update bout my Birthday again. :)

my 20 is a very good one. XP
although i fell sick on that day, but still, i enjoyed my big day very very much.
Thank you everyone!

Celebrated with him, babes, kelvin, egg, ah bei, enci and emily at Dynasty.
I love the bean bags thereeee!

The Girls.

and and i had my favourite fruit cakes toooo! :) muahahaha.

Thank Youuuuu! and and and very smart of you lo Wong Jyh Ling, she suggested to put 20 candles instead of 2 big candles and made me take it out by mouth one by one. =.=

Don't worry, you will be rewarded on 2 April. :p

went to seaside after that, where all of us played like a kid there. i love that night.
stars, breeze, love, friendship, laughters and fun.

all at the same time.

Thank you once again loves!

Me with my BIG Mango Bag.

Visit my Fb for more photos. :p

22 March, i got my third birthday celebration at Station 1 with 13 HC.

Thank you so so much, for not putting cream on my face, and thank you for the celabration.

i love you guys. :)

and ya, thank you dada, naz, xing zhi, xiao wei, ching sia,ming wei for you all punya presentssss!

And yes, i am a 2oth sunshine nowwww!

Love me moreeeeeee, kay? :D

Live my life,

2010-03-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

One of the reasons to have birthday:
- you will know how people really love you.

Stepped into the 20 teen club, i am one year older, and one year more to be legal.
I'm glad that i've spent this special day with my love ones,
Thank you everyone, for the loves that you all gave.
I'm really really loved.

Want to know? Read their blog! :)

http://the-awesome-musketeers.blogspot.com/?zx=79da779135e13b13

http://0911happycat.blogspot.com/2010/03/here-i-am.html

http://qianqianpow.blogspot.com/2010/03/li-lin-aka-sunshine.html

http://reality-shoutout.blogspot.com/2010/03/little-miss-sunshine.html

I'm really really happy to have all of you by my side,
i cant express how grateful i am, but i guess you all know how much i love you all.

And now, being a 2o mature young lady,
i am going to be a real mature one like what i told lun. :p

I'm gonna smile more, because i always believe a smile that shines win a thousand words to say.
I'm gonna love more, because love is the greatest magic beyond all.
I'm gonna be stronger, because challenges is the best teacher to make you becoming a real adult.
I'm gonna complain less because i wont want to live in the past anymore.
I want to live my life fullest, because regretting is no longer in my dictionary.
I want to be smarter, i want to read between the lines, but not only how it looks like.

My 19 is a pretty good one.
I've gone through so many things, i've gained so many loves, i've learnt so many lessons.

Some people are just the passenger of my life, they come and they go.
Some people are the driver of my life, they lead my way.
Some people are always loveliest companion of life, they walk together with me.
No matter which type of passenger are you, i always appreciate you, because you walked in my life before. Sweet or bitter, Laughter or tear.

I regard those that i really care as my circle;
who is in my circle?
THEMM!

Babe, We all will always walk together, no matter how narrow the road is, no matter how hard the road will be. We wont be complete with the absence of any one of us.

Jyh, You're still my best friend silly. Dont ever doubt it. No matter what had happnened, or what's happening or what is going to happen in the future, Kikilala, forever and ever we shall remain. :)

Qian, I'll always have you in my days, no matter big or small, hard or easy, laugh or tear. No one could do the job for you, when i cried. XP the first one that i always think of, it's always you.

V1, we are getting closer and closer, which we two dont expect it at first, but i am grateful to have you in my circle. Those who bully you, i will let them know how to spell die. :p

Yee Keng, boss, dont be emo. :p you're still in my circle. forever like i said. thanks for the heart for wanting to celebrate with me, that's suffices. ily.

Jin Fay, uhm, i guess you know how much you meant to me. XP and FFF. ♥

Ying Chuan, save your thank you for taking you as BFF, hahaha. No thank you is needed. i really appreciate you as my Bff though. thanks for the supports all the way.

Dada, amanda chhuuuuu! :P i dont know whether you will be reading this, but i must tell you, i love you too da!

Naz, i wonder if you will read this too, but i really appreciate you as my friend, although you always like to snatch ks from me. and you always give me 5 cents.lol

Xiao Wei Xing Zhi, Ching Sia Ming Wei, Dont be surprise if you see this, dont feel left out kay. i still love you, all of you. i meant it. :) and i really appreciate all of you. :)

Shao Hang, Bro, you know i love you one, hahaha, and yes, i love you too la ,welcome to my circle and thank you for always taking care of me. Like how you said, it's amazing how we met and get well along, so, i am gonna be buzzing you very often! :p

Lun, Bro, i know you also love me like how sh did. hahahahahahaha! XP so, i also love you, hehe. thanks for always being my dustbin, and and i am gonna buzz you too! i wonder the fact that you said i always look like a lil sis to you, is it a compliment? or i do look like a kid? hahaha.

Jack, hunnnn! :) thank you for the care too! although i am older than you but i guess you took the elder bro job better than i. thanks for the companion, console and jokes. i really appreciate it.

13 HC, i forgot since when all of them became those in my circle, but that's the truth. i may not be the best secretary, but hell yes, you all are the best team mates i've got! Loves.

12 CNYE, like always, all of you are the love ones of my life! everyone of you.

Bei, Kelvin and Egg, Hello! errr. hahahaha, i dont know what to say to you all, but i want to let you all know that i really care about you all, thank you for every help and care, and i hope the lady of luck will be by you all, and yes, all the way to become boss! :)

The Ah Family, i dare not put your pict up, but i would write it out. You're always my best friend, those days we've spent, those things that we've talked and those memories we've created are too precious to be forgot. Though some things change, but i believe some never. Alicia, Our Ah Bee and My Dear Ahs, i love you all.

Last,

Dear You, it's almost 2 years you walk into my circle, we've been together for sooo long, but the most precious thing is that we never fight. Thank you for all the efforts to make me happy, thank you for making this happening. You once said that i am in the same row with your parents, and now, breathe and listen this. You're part of my Family. Mummy says so, Daddy says so, JunRong and Li Min say so, and yes, i agree with them. Welcome to the centre of my circle baby darling.I will do everything to keep us walking together. Thanks for the love, i will love you back doublely. :)

And To Soon Li Lin, You're 20 now, think like a young lady, act like a woman, and smile like a girl. :) you've got everything and everyone you want. Spread your happy thoughts, share your laughters and shake your trouble off! Live your life with your own decision, nothing could beat you down because you got those loves from all those people that you love. Live it like there's no tomorrow. The keys is in your hand, choose which one to open and which one to close. Be the real Miss Sunshine. ♥

To all the stars that dazzle my life, walk with me, yes?

Loves,

Let's see;

2010-03-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

Gah,

dont worry people,

my previous post wasn't because of Kok Siong,
We never fight before, and
We're always sweet and still. Hahahaha.
So, hmmm.

Thank you for the concerns by the way.
:)

ps: Can't wait to see you. 20 hours more. ♥

:'(

2010-03-13T11:21:00.000-08:00

Everytime i talked about it,
everytime it hurts me.

Do you know how hurt it could be?

And yet i have to pretend like everything is okay, everything is fine in front of people.

Save me.

My Love Ones :p

2010-03-12T12:03:00.000-08:00

I am going 20 soonnn! In 1,2,3,4,5. 5 daysssss! :)

i am one step closer to be an adult, real legal adult. XP

Went to Nando's that day before i came back, because daddy mummy is going to China next week, so we celebrated my birthday earlier.

With love, all of them. :)

ANDD

Half way eating;

Me: Mi ah, Can i buy a slice of cake later? I feeling eating cake le.
Mummy: Buy cake for what?
Me: My birthday ma, i dai sai! hahaha
Mummy(turned to vee wan): See la this woman, dont want face. tsk tsk tsk.

10 seconds later.

" Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Li Lin
Happy Birthday to you."

The guy that said couldn't make it today turned up,
with cakes on his hand,

.....

My parents pakat with him. =.=
since when all of you get so good together? LOL

And so, this is ME! with my New York Cheesecake from Secret Recipe!
ps: the decoration on the cake looks really.... XP
Yours Truly, :)

Thank you so much to You, Daddy and Mummy.
If you mean to suprise me in the first place,
yeah, you did it babe.
and it was one of the lovely suprise that i could ever wish for.

I'm really really happy when i see him get so close with my family.
He can play with bro,
he can chat with my sis,
he can joke with my parents, and
he can always love me. XP

The photos of him with my bro, they two look like gay actually. XP
It was one of the sweetest birthday.
The second time i am having you in my big day.
More to come. i will always have you. yes? :)

Thank you so so so so much.

and oh ya, Mummy said this is a FAMILY photo.
XP

ps: To My BFF + God Bro, Mr. Tan Jin Fay
Thank you once again for the book. I really really love it. :)
Esp the card. I love you for saying we are family.
:)
you wont know how touched i am when i read that.
memories of us flashed again, and i remember how good we were during our sec life
but now,
it's different.
because we are family. :)

I am so so so so so grateful.
I got everything best in this world. :)
though i am not rich,
but there are things you can't buy with money,
kinship, love and friendship.

I Had it ALL. :)
jealous? yes, you should. XP

ps 2: To My lovely and lonely bro,
i know you will read this,
just want to tell you that no matter what happened,
you will always have us.
just like you always teman me when i need someone.
You're really a great brother. :)

ps 3: Qian
Thank you and I Love You
I think this is sufficient to express my feelings.
Lovessss! :D

ps 4: Lun
hehehe! thank you for being my dustbin,
you're a great one too!
:)

ahhhh, life's so beautiful,
Dance with me? :p

March is her month!

2010-02-28T19:04:00.000-08:00

Gah, i seriously need more time to blog. =/
be patience people.

short updates,

1. Totally understand what people mean by 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' love you ah cia. ♥
2. Challenges made me stronger, i appreciate it a lot.
3. Realised life's too short and too fragile to grumble, gotta love herself, her family, her bffs, her friends and him more.
4.Thank you Mr. Lim for coming down for me. Couldn't be any more grateful. I'm so glad that i am in love with you. ♥
5.Will be going to World Exhibition or Exposition in Shanghai this year! Thank you daddyyy!
6.Her BFFs were doing great in their STPM and she is really happy for them.
7.Gonna have mid term this week, wish me luck people.
8.Will be really busy after this, got tonsa stuff to settle and handle. Way to go, CLS! Loves.
9.Love her babeeeesss as usual! Nothing. Ever. Changes.
10. Gentinggggggggggggggggggggg!
11. I got really good luck in gambling. ;p
12. Alfu syukr V wa G. Love you two to the max. ♥♥♥

Oh ya, it's MARCH nowwwwwwwwww! :)
It's my monthhhhh. my my my my my mineeeee! :P

So, i'm going to live it doublely!
teeheeeeee!

off to sleep now, bye bye humans.

Sunshine ♥

Percy Jackson and The Olympians

2010-02-21T09:05:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh,skipped bout the reserved part.
hahahaha

I'm currently in love with Percy Jackson and The Olympians.
Lighting Thief, Sea of Monsters, Titan's Curse, Battle of the Labyrinth and The last Olympian.
The WHOLE series. hahahaha

After watching the movie, it totally catches my heart. and i was supposed to buy Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol, but then i found this.
The thing is, after i bought the first book, i went to book store the second day
and bought the WHOLE series of PJ. hahahahaha.
And the way i bought the books amazed my Digi man and the staff there. hahaha

I went to Pelangi Popular, turn left to the Fiction part, one each, then turn right to Chinese part,
one each. 9 books. then went to cashier. LOL
It costs me RM 270. hahaha. and my poor bf need to carry the books for me as we were going to F-cube meet up with friends, we got gathering actually. LOL

but the point is,
Percy Jackson is really really nice! Rick Riordan is a genius i must say!
The way he potrays the stories made the readers hooked (at least i think so).
And the blend of myth and modern is simply fantactic.
How he explained every thing of the nature and linked it back to the Greek Gods seriously amazed me.
And I hope i am demigod, too. hahahaha

My heart went up and down with the story,
when Percy being annouced as the son of Poseidon, i feel that i can see the trident gleaming and spinning above his head, When Poseidon shouts " strike for Olympus", i can feel the yelling of a legion of Cyclopes and the Sea roaring, When Hades decided to defend for Olympus, i can feel the winning of Olympus against Kronos. And every single little thing about the Greek Gods. Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, Athena, Ares, Artemis,Hercules, Apollo and more more more.
One word to say, Unputdownable.

I always love Greet Stories, those who know me should know, and this book really made my day.
I can spend one whole day read, and read and read the book again and again.
And it never made me bored.
It was pretty much the best novel of all time. :)

ahhh, i want to be Demigod tooooo!
and hmmmm
errrr, what i was trying to say is

GO READDDDDDD THISSS BOOK! XP
Gaahhhh.

Happy Birthday!

2010-02-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

RESERVEDDDDDDD

:)

Preview: Happy Birthday to my Baby BEAAAAARRRR. :)

Busyyyyyyy

2010-01-23T09:13:00.000-08:00

busy days busy days busy days.
but i am enjoyinh what i am doing now. :)

It was 21st again.
and We had celebrated it together. :)
you cant imagine the surprise when the message " i am at Melaka Sentral now" came in.
if you meant to surprise me, yes, you are sucess. hahaha.

but poor thing, you chose the wrong day for surprise, ended up teman me went for funding.
doing nothing ,waiting watching me went for funding, hahaha. kesian betul.
so, that is how we spent our 19th anniversary together, watching me to work. haha.

thank you for coming for me, you know how much it meant to me.
thank you so much. :)

anyways, busy days started. wish me luck people.

oh ya, results been out, and i am really really happy with mine, straight A's with first class honour. weeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
i am really really delighted. i will be working extra harder to maintain this.

babes, we will work hard together too kay. :)

that's all i think.

it's time to sleep, good night people, good night Earth.

la-dee-dahhhh
Miss Sunshine signing offffffffff. :)

Byeeee Jay Bee.

2010-01-14T22:23:00.000-08:00

I'm going back in
10
9
8
7
6
.
.
.
.

2
1.5 days.

contrast feelings overwhelmed.
i am happy, because i get to see all my babes, sisters,brothers,friends and bla.
i am sad because i'm leaving jb, daddy, mummy, brother, sister,boyfriend,bestfriends and bla.

3rd Sem will be a real busy and hectic sem. events events and eventsssss.
plus the usual assignments,tests and blas.
i'm ready to take the challenge. :) because i am armed with the strongest weapon.
i got supports from all of them. ding ding ding.
i'm the happiest and brightest sunshine!

come on challenges, i will take you down!

ps: yeekeng, moonlight forest! wehehehehehehe.

i want starbucksssss! chocolate java chips! ahhhhhh.

Happy Birthday Bff :)

2010-01-11T03:42:00.000-08:00

10.01.1990

Happy Birthday to Jin Fay! :D

This fellow is my BFF, know him since form 4. Getting better in Form 5.
The funniest creature in this world. Always out with stupid and funny jokes.
You can have 24 hours unlimited laughters when you are with him. :)
He plays hard, laugh hard, and study really smart. XP
The genius in the school hor? XP

anyways, despite all that, he is one of the very important friends of mine, never change.
Thank you for everything. Maybe you don't know, but some of your words meant alot to me, alot alot alot.
I remember that was once you told me" you dont need everyone to believe in you, just we this zhu peng gou you can edi."
hahaha. i remembered it till now wei. :)
ding!

uhm, so, on this very own day of yours, wanna wish you a big big Happy Birthday. :)
stepped into 20 before us XP
hope you really enjoy your day that day k, and your present.
hahahahaha, i hope you really like it.
it's the efforts from all of us. :)
i think it's really creative enough for you? coz you always got weird ideas and thinking, normal stuff cant satisfied you. xp

Uhhmmm,lastly AND ONCE AGAIN,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF! :)

Miss Wong Jyh Ling

2010-01-09T11:41:00.001-08:00

For my Baby who forgot she got a sunshine with her again,

i will smile for you.
i will smile for you.
i will smile for you.
three times.

though i am not in your 11.11 wishes, but i will smile for you no matter what.

just to remind you, you don't have to be alone, because we are un and in-separatable.

you break the contract, you forgot about the 1st term.
1. I will always be there to share your pain, sorrow, and everything.
016-7873183, you can memorise this number without i reminding you, so, nike, baby.
i am waiting. :)

Your Dearest Bao Bei

Random oh random

2010-01-09T11:19:00.000-08:00

Peeps!

I'm not dead yet. hahahahaha.
been slacking a lot these few days, enjoying holidays to its fullest is my current job. :)

Lazy to blog for the past few days, but then, i came to blog now because just finished created a blog. shun bian, hahahahaha.

Been using photoshop a lot these few days, and
Yugioh cards are now my current favourite. LOL, why?
you will know it soon. :)

anyways, today is the big day of my BFF.
Mr. Tan Jin Fay.
Gonna meet up ~~tomorrow~~ ~~today~~ later. (It's 3.33 am now XP)

will blog more soon!

Happy Birthday BFF. LOVES.

ps: i hope the gift will make him scream. XP

signing offff. :)

My Very Own 2009 to 2010

2010-01-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

I need some ideas on blogging bout my trip to Pangkor and Singapore.
uhhhmmmmmm.
Long long post is definitely not my thing.
and i wanna a blog on all the things i've done for my 2009 too!

Visit my facebook for photos of Pangkor and Singapore.
and i think pictures can help me with the talking? hahaha.

Summarise of my 2009 to 2010.
Went to Pangkor with secondary schoolmates, really really enjoy and fun trip with all of them.

Celebrated Xmas three time this year, :) first with all the hicom of CLS.
Started to love them moreee. :)))

Then with Kelvin, LeeLing, Ahboy, Emily, Bee and Bao at Eleven Bar.
Third, with Babes and Him.Triple joyful that i got!

Singapore on 1st January 2010 with Jack, YK,Sis and Bao.

lotsa laughters together. :)

ahhh, so far so good for my days now.
just that i couldn't see him as i wanted. =/ he's working.
but never mind, missing people made me stronger. wehehe.

babes, i miss all of you tooooooo!

ps: going to Crystal Crown for an overnight staying celebration for dearest Jin Fay BFF's birthday! it's been 2 years i didnt celebrate with him. =/ ding ding ding!
it made my day!

Hi 2010 :)

2009-12-31T10:25:00.000-08:00

It's 2010! :))

Drop the unwanted pasts and head for best-est days ahead.
2009've been nice to me, i believe 2010 will love me too. ♥
because i always believe in positive space energy.

i've got a really good 2009, great friends, great memories, great things.

daddy and mummy dearest, my always lovely sisters, brothers, BFFs and him.
uh huh, they are always the great-est people that i could have. :)
i am grateful.

start from 24 Dec till now, it's really eventful, i got tonsa activities in queue.
the usual procrastination will be the reason why my blog never been updated, hahaha.
anyways, will try my best to update, holidays oh holidays.

heading to Singapore tomorrow. weee. and now it's time to sleep. hehe.
so,

Hi 2010, i love you.
Would you love me more? :)

ps: photos of Pangkor ben uploaded. wee. i got a really really fun trip to Pangkor. :))

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